The Comforts of History my life, my guts are all twisted up around my sides and neck nausea muscles ripple my sheets, hot to the touch like fever this is sudden, and I am repentant as walls radiate headaches and shiver no pillows or sheets bring comfort, I am in a tomb, timeless fear even the dreams of yesterday are here and I fear them I wish only for horrid solitude I once owned, total sacred silence it now feels like heaven and even the sick days and raven nights are respite havens from this hounding unknown that pulls my hair lifetimes pass each month the fall, a century a lover per season, lives destroyed here, with my stomach dying acid fits and time whipping me like a dog fate hiding like a fortune, I see empty weeks ahead full of everything I want and fear and loath and desire just like yesterday, just like every day the past is warm with comfort no matter how rotten the stench I reach for it but find only the cold carpet extending for miles James H. Duncan |